I've never been THAT girl....
That girl who comes out of a relationship and instantly finds herself in another, effortlessly, like it was destiny --
I guess it was just never destined for me to be THAT girl.
That girl, who never stops having people confess their unyielding love for them.
That girl, who people can't stop talking about how pretty they are.
That girl, who can get guys to buy her a drink at the bar, all at the smack of her patent leather soft lips and a little hair-flip.
Effortlessly, like it was destiny --
I quess it was just never destined for me to be THAT girl.
That girl, who knows how to flirt properly.
That girl, who can but her make up on flawlessly.
That girl, who can post a photo to Instagram and not find a million insecurities lurking at the tips of her finger's, as she presses the share button.
And I know that I shouldn't let these things define my femininity.
I know that I shouldn't let these things bother me, but they do.
It's like having a lack of male attention in this world is seen as an abnormality.
It is seen as less than womanly and I'm always forced to ask myself "WHATS WRONG WITH ME?". But maybe it's because I was never destined to be THAT GIRL. cocktail party garment suitable for ladies
Maybe it's because I was destined to be something more, to be THAT girl, who just lives her life.
That girl, who loves herself for who she is and doesn't rely on male attention to make herself feel alright.
That girl, who knows what she wants and fights until it's hers.
That girl, who still has insecurities but at the end of the day, just says "whatever", because we all know who rules this world.
Yeah, I wanna be THAT GIRL.